Sunday, September 13, 2009

September 11 was 2 days ago

And knowing all the pain America has gone through, the circumstances that have bound us together in camaraderie is deeper than a word. We were united to a common cause: maintaining and furthering our freedoms and liberties that people have died for in the horrors of war and in innocence attacked at home. We are one in that.

But yet, I am still selfish.

I feel insignificant. I crave recognition for attempting to be set apart, whether I deserve it or not. I want to know that I'm good at something, whether I am or not.

Funny thing is, I know why.
Funny thing is, I know how to make it go away.

I think it's all part of Gods grand design. His plan.
Not for me to hurt and struggle, but to seek redemption. To find balance. In Him, and elsewhere (more on that in my thoughts only).

I'm craving fellowship.

No comments: