write and ride

what to do when you can't write? write.
life is a roller coaster. ups, downs, twists and turns.
you never expect it to derail. and most likely it won't, nor will it stop for anyone.
you just have to ride it out.
falling sometimes. climbing sometimes.
all on the momentum you gain early on in the ride.
i need one of those mid ride boosts. you know, the one that helps you get over the next hump.

also, the end of the ride would be acceptable too.

Elevator

Tried praying in the elevator;

God, I want her,
God, I need her.

But I couldn't bring myself to say the words.
I am a wretched man.
One with a past.
Not worthy of a beggar,
Most certainly not an angel.
But then, after all the lies subside
Im able to hear His voice
The voice of Power and Truth.
He says, Come up here.
Here I AM.
Be with me and let me make you,
Who I want you to be.
And that, my son,
Is perfect.
Holy.
Sinless.
Blameless.
I did it already.
I FORGAVE you.

See, I want YOU
I need YOU.

Yes, she's my princess,
But you need to act like my prince.