Right now, I'm at a place where I need to stop, check the map, and maybe go back to that last intersection. It officially at the "reevaluate my life" part of this year. Hopefully this will be the only one. But one of the things I've realized (among many others) is that there hasn't been any part of my life where I've "died to myself." I've pretty much done what I want when I want. That has to stop. Its a self destructive pattern that only leads nowhere fast. I want to live different. Not just different than life for me now; but different than everyone else in this town who thinks that they're different. And I have to figure out what that looks like.
I haven't finished some things that I've stared. I've let friendships slip away. I've been unproductive. And I've hurt people.
I'm sorry.
It's spring.
And it's time for a breath of fresh air and a burst of life.
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