Life guarding sucks because...

Its a terrible tragedy not being able to release things that have built up inside for so long. Being a lifeguard, I have a lot of time to think. It is bittersweet, though, because thoughts that I have, that I know would be great to write about, or even capture on paper, or internet, come and go so quickly and frequently that I never get the chance to get them out. Because a.) by the time I get to paper, new thoughts or distractions get in my way, or b.) I forget. So, I am hoping that one day I will be able to have my trusty computer with me at all times so when inspiration hits, I'll be ready. But for now, we'll just go with, well, nothing. So sorry to my friends and random strangers who happen upon my blog only to find that I haven't given an update in months. Grace and peace!!