doctors visits

doctors visits force the reality of the mortality of immediate progenitors upon unsuspecting victims.

such as myself.

death indeed comes to us all but it really hits home when you begin to feel its sting.

i do not fear death. i doubt my parents or grandparents fear death. the thing i fear is the pain that will come with the death of those i love.

yes, we must cherish our time together on earth. but more than that, we must realize that parents have the biggest kingdom influence on children. and a majority of parents are too wrapped up with being their child's "best friend" to realize that their influence reaches beyond the mundane, and commonly temporary, friendship. and theres so much more.

really, we need fathers and mothers. not moms and dads.

i need a father and mother.